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So it's been quite a few days since my last post. A lot has happened, good and bad. I've been in kind of a sad place personally for the past month but every day that goes by I keep remembering who I am and what I want. I found out some pretty upsetting news and didn't deal with it the best way I possibly could because I was so scared. I upset someone I love very much. I won't go into details. We'll just say that someone from my past (far into my past) hurt me, and other people, badly. It isn't resolved yet, but that will be determined soon.

The good news though is that I have a job interview on Friday. I put in a resume randomly out of boredom. Well, I got an email saying that I stood out and so I emailed them back explaining that I was very interested and excited for the opportunity to work for their company. I got the call yesterday, after calling my mom upset about the bad situation I stated earlier. I was walking around the hallways on campus crying on the phone to my mom because I was so upset. But the call from the company put me in a better mood.

The interview is for a position at JC Penney Portrait Studios. So I would be working with photography (my passion) and portraiture with, I'm sure, an array of all ages and sizes. I'm an incredibly shy person but to tell you the truth it's become exhausting. All I want to do is talk to people and meet new people. So I feel like this job will give me that opportunity. I'm really going to work hard to express how much I want this job. I'm even going to take out my piercings if need be. They'll be missed but I'd rather have a photo job.

Also I've become a part of an online video blog group with 8 other girls. One of them I know because I met her my freshman year of college. You can find that on Tumblr and Youtube. I'll be posting my video on Sunday! Which, by the way, is my first day of being a photo labby on campus.