It has been a while since I've written. A lot has been going on I suppose. I didn't really do a lot over the winter break besides spend a lot of time on my own and working. This trend seems to have continued into the new semester - just add classes and my internship to it. To be honest I feel like Pluto, or a deserted island - if that makes any sense.
"If this is the life why does it feel so good to die today? Blue to gray, grow up and blow away."
-Metric, "Grow Up"
My internship started on the 16th. The first event I photographed was a Martin Luther King Jr. Birthday Celebration. It was a lot of fun. Then I photographed a small exhibit in our school's library. Yesterday I went to Winterfest at The Urban Ecology Center on the south side Milwaukee. I walked around, took pictures of the activities going on, and was introduced to the director of the place. I talked with a few other people too. I've been really enjoying my internship. I'm so grateful for it. It keeps me extra busy.
I miss people being around though. I love having a really awesome day, but then I hate coming home and having no one to share it with. It's kind of personal, but to be honest, sometimes I don't even feel like turning on the lights when I come home at night. I just feel like going straight to bed.
I guess it's good to say though that I'm happy with where I am personally. My classes already look like fun. It should be a good final semester. I'm not too excited for my senior show as of right now. I haven't been that into my thesis but I'm feeling something coming on that's going to push me to further it. Right now I'm just really excited about my internship and journalism classes. I think I'd really like to pursue photojournalism as my career.
So... hopefully this lonely feeling will subside. I could really use friends though to cheer me up. That's not too much to ask for with out sounding like I'm begging for attention, right?