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It's seems like the people I become incredibly close to are always coming and going in my life. When is someone going to stay? What am I doing wrong? Am I pushing them away? Why can't I maintain an intimate relationship for more than a year? Is it because something truly amazing is on its way? Is it because these people get the real me and they don't like it? This is why I feel so alone. All the people I loved the most and felt the most connected to aren't around anymore or have found someone to be with. Somedays I feel like evaporating is my only option.